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To One who said I must not Love.

1 Bid the fond Mother spill her Infants Blood,
2 The hungry Epicure not think of Food;
3 Bid the Antartick touch the Artick Pole:
4 When these obey I'll force Love from my Soul.
5 As Light and Heat compose the Genial Sun,
6 So Love and I essentially are one:
7 E'er your Advice a thousand ways I try'd
8 To ease the inherent Pain, but 'twas deny'd;
9 Tho' I resolv'd, and griev'd, and almost dy'd.
10 Then I would needs dilate the mighty Flame,
11 Play the Coquet, hazard my dearest Fame:
12 The modish Remedy I try'd in vain,
13 One thought of him contracts it all again.
14 Weary'd at last, curst Hymen's Aid I chose;
15 But find the fetter'd Soul has no Repose.
16 Now I'm a double Slave to Love and Vows:
17 As if my former Sufferings were too small,
18 I've made the guiltless Torture-Criminal.
19 E'er this I gave a loose to fond Desire,
20 Durst smile, be kind, look, languish and admire,
21 With wishing Sighs fan the transporting Fire.
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22 But now these soft Allays are so like Sin,
23 I'm forc'd to keep the mighty Anguish in;
24 Check my too tender Thoughts and rising Sighs,
25 As well as eager Arms and longing Eyes.
26 My Kindness to his Picture I refrain,
27 Nor now imbrace the lifeless lovely Swain.
28 To press the charming Shade tho' thro' a Glass,
29 Seems a Platonick breach of Hymen's Laws,
30 Thus nicely fond, I only stand and gaze.
31 View the dear conq'ring Form that forc'd my Fate,
32 Till I become as motionless as that.
33 My sinking Limbs deny their wonted Aid,
34 Fainting I lean against my frighted Maid;
35 Whose cruel Care restores my Sense and Pain,
36 For soon as I have Life I love again,
37 And with the fated softness strive in vain.
38 Distorted Nature shakes at the Controul,
39 With strong Convulsions rends my strugling Soul;
40 Each vital String cracks with th' unequal Strife,
41 Departing Love racks like departing Life;
42 Yet there the Sorrow ceases with the Breath,
43 But Love each day renews th' torturing scene of Death.

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Title (in Source Edition): To One who said I must not Love.
Themes: love
Genres: heroic couplet

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Poems on Several Occasions, Together with a Pastoral. By Mrs. S. F. London: printed, and are to be sold by J. Nutt, near Stationers-Hall, 1703, pp. 42-43. [20],117,[3],15,[1]p.; 8⁰. (ESTC T125148)

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