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ARISBE to MARIUS Junior.

From FONTENELLE.

When Marius was expelled from Rome by Sylla's faction, and retired into Africa, his son (who accompany'd him) fell into the hands of Hiempsal king of Numidia, who kept him prisoner. One of the mistresses of that king fell in love with Marius junior, and was so generous to contrive and give him his liberty, though by that means she sacrificed her love for ever. 'Twas after he had rejoin'd his father, that she writ him the following letter.

I.
1 OF all I valued, all I lov'd, bereft,
2 Say, has my heart this little comfort left?
3 That you the mem'ry of its truth retain,
4 And think with grateful pity on my pain?
II.
5 Tho' but with life my sorrows can have end,
6 (For death alone can join me to my friend)
7 Yet think not I repent I set you free,
8 I mourn your absence, not your liberty.
III.
9 Before my Marius left Numidia's coast,
10 Each day I saw him; scarce an hour was lost:
11 Now months and years must pass, nay life shall prove
12 But one long absence from the man I love.
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IV.
13 Painful reflection! poyson to my mind!
14 Was it but mortal too, it would be kind:
15 But mad with grief I search the palace round,
16 And in that madness dream you're to be found.
V.
17 Would'st thou believe it? to those walls I fly
18 Where thou wert captive held; there frantick cry,
19 These fetters sure my vagrant's flight restrain'd;
20 Alas! these setters I myself unchain'd.
VI.
21 The live-long day I mourn, I loath the light,
22 And wait impatient each returning night:
23 What, tho' the horrid gloom augment my grief?
24 'Tis grateful still, for I disclaim relief.
VII.
25 That coz'ner hope intrudes not on my woe;
26 One only interval my sorrows know;
27 When dreams, the kind reversers of my pain,
28 Bring back my charming fugitive again.
VIII.
29 Yet there's a grief surpassing all the rest;
30 A jealous daemon whispers in my breast,
31 Marius was false, for liberty alone
32 The show of love the hypocrite put on.
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IX.
33 Then I reflect (ah! would I could forget!)
34 How much your thoughts on war and Rome were set.
35 How little passion did that conduct prove!
36 Too strong thy reason, but too weak thy love.
X.
37 Thy sword, 'tis true, a father's cause demands;
38 But 'twas a mistress gave it to thy hands:
39 To love, and duty just, give each their part,
40 His be the arm, and mine be all thy heart.
XI.
41 But what avail these thoughts? fond wretch, give o'er!
42 Marius, or false, or true, is thine no more:
43 Since Fate has cast the lot, and we must part,
44 Why should I wish to think I had his heart?
XII.
45 Yes: let me cherish that remembrance still;
46 That thought alone shall soften ev'ry ill;
47 To tell my soul, his love, his truth was such,
48 All was his due, nor have I done too much.
XIII.
49 Deceitful comfort! let me not persuade
50 My cred'lous heart its fondness was repaid;
51 It makes my soul with double anguish mourn
52 Those joys, which never, never must return.
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XIV.
53 Perhaps ev'n you what most I wish oppose,
54 And in the Roman all the lover lose:
55 I'm a Numidian, and your soul disdains
56 To bear th' inglorious weight of foreign chains.
XV.
57 Can any climate then so barb'rous prove,
58 To stand excluded from the laws of Love?
59 His empire's universal, unconfin'd,
60 His proxy beauty, and his slaves mankind.
XVI.
61 Nor am I a Numidian but by name,
62 For I can int'rest for my love disclaim:
63 My virtue shows what 'twas the gods design'd,
64 By chance on Africk's clay they stamp'd a Roman mind.
XVII.
65 Not all the heroes which your Rome can boast,
66 So much for fame, as I for you have lost:
67 Yourself I lost: oh! grateful, then confess,
68 My tryal greater, tho' my glory less.
XVIII.
69 Yes, partial gods! inflicters of my care!
70 Be witness what I felt, what grief, what fear!
71 When full of stifled woes the night he fled,
72 No sigh I dar'd to breathe, no tear to shed.
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XIX.
73 Whilst men of faith approv'd, a chosen crew,
74 Firm to their trust, and to their mistress true,
75 With care too punctual my commands obey,
76 And in one freight my life and thee convey.
XX.
77 The harder task was mine; condemn'd to bear
78 With brow serene, my agonizing care;
79 To mix in idle talk, to force a smile,
80 A king and jealous lover to beguile.
XXI.
81 Think in that dreadful interval of fate,
82 All I held dear, thy safety in debate,
83 Think what I suffer'd, whilst my heart afraid
84 Suggests a thousand times, that's all betray'd.
XXII.
85 A thousand times revolving in my mind
86 The doubtful chance; oh! Love! said I, be kind:
87 Propitious to my scheme, thy vot'ry aid,
88 And be my fondness by success repaid.
XXIII.
89 Now bolder grown, with sanguine hopes elate,
90 My fancy represents thy smiling fate;
91 The guards deceiv'd, and ev'ry danger o'er,
92 The winds already waft him from the shore.
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XXIV.
93 These pleasing images anew impart
94 Life to my eyes, and gladness to my heart;
95 Dispel the gloomy fears that cloud my face,
96 And charm the little flutterer to peace.
XXV.
97 But now the king, or tasteless to my charms,
98 Or weary of an absent mistress' arms,
99 His own apartment seeks, and grateful rest;
100 That courted stranger to the careful breast.
XXVI.
101 Whilst I, by hopes and fears alternate sway'd,
102 Impatient ask the slaves if I'm obey'd.
103 'Tis done, they cry'd, and struck me with despair;
104 For what I long'd to know, I dy'd to hear.
XXVII.
105 Fantastick turn of a distracted mind;
106 I blam'd the gods for having been too kind;
107 Curs'd the success they granted to my vows,
108 And this assistant hand that fill'd my woes.
XXVIII.
109 Such was my frenzy in that hour of care,
110 And such th' injustice of my bold despair;
111 That even those, ungrateful I upbraid,
112 Whose fatal diligence my will obey'd.
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XXIX.
113 Scarce, Marius, did thyself escape my rage;
114 (Most lov'd of men!) when fears of black presage
115 Describe thy heart so fond of liberty,
116 It never gave one parting throb for me.
XXX.
117 At every step you should have turn'd your eye,
118 Dropt a regretful tear, and heav'd a sigh;
119 The nature of the grace I shew'd was such,
120 You not deserv'd it, if it pleas'd too much.
XXXI.
121 A lover would have linger'd as he fled,
122 And oft in anguish to himself have said,
123 Farewel for ever! Ah! yet more he'd done,
124 A lover never would have fled alone.
XXXII.
125 To force me from a hated rival's bed,
126 Why comes not Marius at an army's head?
127 Oh! did thy heart but wish to see that day,
128 'Twould all my past, and future woes o'er-pay.
XXXIII.
129 But vain are all these hopes: preserve thy breast
130 From falshood only, I forgive the rest:
131 Too happy, if no envy'd rival boast
132 Those joys Arisbe for her Marius lost.

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    Title (in Source Edition): ARISBE to MARIUS Junior. From FONTENELLE.
    Themes: love; grief; sadness; melancholy
    Genres: epistle; lament
    References: DMI 25549

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    A Collection of Poems in Six Volumes. By Several Hands. Vol. IV. London: printed by J. Hughs, for R. and J. Dodsley, 1763 [1st ed. 1758], pp. 91-97. 6v.: music; 8⁰. (ESTC T131163; OTA K104099.004)

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